Monday, November 12

utterly unhappy

I'm home and have to study but all I can do is cry. I don't know for which reason I cry, there are too many and I feel so lost. I wish I could put everything in my life on pause and leave it there for a while.

Maybe it's just H or J or everything or whatever. Maybe it's just a chemical hung over since my massive drunkenness this weekend or maybe this is the time I go from slightly to completely mad. I don't know and maybe I don't even care. I just want it to go away so I can do my homework.

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